I'm Going Home!

Tommorrow!! I'm soooooo can't wait! ;p

To-Do List in KL:
Retail therapy. I wanna go Pavillion!!!
Chill out with friends. Any newly open club/lounge/pub/cafe?
Ba Kut Teh.
Dim Sum.
Crabs.
Williams. Nasi Goreng Ketam!
Retail therapy.
Chill out with friends.
Retail therapy.
Chill out with friends.
Retail therapy...


Shit i don't feel like doing anything now.



Okay, i know i should study too. ;(

My Duality.

I'm impressed by myself. Why bother when thing's out of my control. I ain't avoiding, i hope not. When thing's too good to be true, is that a bad sign? I don't wanna scratch my face doing stupid things. At least at this moment i don't. They say it's clear enough, why do i still bang the wall blindly?


Cause i hate being a loser.



Counting down: 3 more days! *Bounce ;p

Don't Disappoint Mama.

I hope you would really change this time.


Cause we all love you.

Lazy Me.

I'm so lazy! I can't seem to concentrate, i miss home ;(

Counting down: 6 more (miserable) days to go...

I was figuring how my uni life should be:

Study + No fun?
Fun + No study?

Or

Study + Fun? (Impossible. Hardly do that in NUS since I'm not super duper genius.)

Think I'll stick back to: Lots of fun + Very little study ;p
Who cares if i sucks in studies, life ain't all about this. Damn it.

Sidetrack:
I don't wanna know the truth, it always is
.h a r d t o a c c e p t.

Okay, I'm the stupid silly tigger. Living in my hundred acre woods.

You Are Not Cute.

I think I'm too rude and mean. Am I? Oh no...i hate being fake and acting innocent. Fuck it.

Stay calm. Wait and see what will happen next.

Mengamuk.

This is a typical picture of my uni routine: lectures, tutorial, labs, assignments, researches, tests & more coffees. I've been consuming lots of coffee since I'm here, though i must admit that coffees sell in the science canteen really sucks! - -""

Arrgghhhhhhhh...........pimples growing on my face!! I need more sleep.

I Deserved.

I took things for granted. Without spending less than a second to look what was there for me. I stabbed straight into your heart. You must be bleeding, i bet. No sympathy. Revenge. Revenge. Revenge. They are all filled in me, poisoned my brain.

It's all now falling back upon me. I questioned you, but i couldn't answer your questions. I cry, cry, cry. Now that i feel how you felt. Please don't. I'm just a tigger, feed me.

Revenge against revenge. Revenge never ends.

When they were inch near me, i never noticed. Not until they are now far apart from me.

It's a Cycle.

What goes around comes around. It's a never ending chain. I'm afraid of changes, yet sometimes i can't resist the excitement of feeling uncertain for the future. We are all like this aren't we? But now, now i wish everything stays still. Stop the cycle, break the curse.

Treasure it like a tigger treasures extract of malt...

Floating

..In between...

I hate my own self.

I need this --------------->

The Beginning.

Open up a new blog again.

Used to have one years ago...slowly it became too shallow and didn't reflect me. Something urges me to blog recently, too many things happened in these few months. I'm drowning, overwhelmed, suffocated. I'm getting unbalanced...

Leaving the past. For a new beginning.