Home Is Where My Heart Goes.

I got a call just now. You don't know how hard i tried to stop my tears from dropping down, and let them go into my heart. People don't love, not until they are thousand miles apart. When feelings can only be expressed by words, or images through the screen. This is the only thing which keeps you alive, and reminds yourself that you ever existed. Maybe plus some pieces of memory, only.


Would you rather to have good times with someone far apart, or to have bad times with someone near beside you?

We Live In The World of Denial.

I haven't been studying much for exams and i know it's getting late and i don't give a damn.

I forgive, i forget. But i don't want to be forgotten.

I thought i need you. No, i need myself more.

I am lost. I am not.


Song of the moment: Every Rose Has Its Thorn. Poison.




People wish for longer life, yet they are afraid of getting old. How ironic. Happy Birthday.

My iPod Babe.

It took me so long to figure out how to snap the engraving.

Chocoholic.

Alright, since i like shopping so much and can't live without chocolate at the same time. So, way to release exam stress? ---> Chocolate shopping!

Went down to the mini mart to top up my food just now, and i ended up buying this:


All chocolates!! Ok, please ignore the Lay's. (Between, Lay's in sour cream and onion is nice!) My hand was so itchy, wanted to buy more but my inner self told me to stop. Don't think this would be enough for 2 weeks supply before my exams end though. I looked for mint chocolate but couldn't get any ;(
Well, too make myself feel better, i bought this:


Look at my food supply now:




Side track: I wanna have a magical box of chocolates, sweets and junk food, with never ending supply. For my birthday maybe?


Shit this blog is getting irritating with my on-off birthday wishes.

Emo.

I feel very bad now. Headache the whole day, feel like vomiting. Vomit out from my head, not from my mouth. Staring at the notes, my mind is blank. Questions keep popping in... none is explainable. I hate this. Hate being alone. Hate being helpless. The route can be much smoother, just that I've chosen the rocky ones. I forgot the reason behind. I must be blind.


Fuck it.

Another Sip of Beer Before I Die.

I thought the beer at Brozeit is nice enough, till i went to this place called Brewerkz at Clarke Quay last night. This place totally change my perceptions about beer. They serve a wide range of beers where you can't find anywhere else, all freshly brewed. Plus it's riverside, making the atmosphere just so-right! ;p

At last i found a nice place to chill out in Singapore. Woa i like this place so much, i like i like!! Alright, i shall thanks Mr. Gary who was kind enough to bring me there.

Look, this huge tank of beer is enough for...10 years' consumption?

A minus point of this place is they close at 12am, wtf right?! I bet their business will go tenfold if they open till morning. Well some of the beers come in bottle too for take away but i personally think that it's not as nice.

Some random pictures

This place allow me to throw my exams stress behind for few hours at least. Uhh...exam is killing me!!

Side track: My jeans got 3 holes, a new pair of jeans for me anyone? ;p

My New Babe!!

I got my my iPod!!!!

Isn't it gorgeous? This is the coolest gadget i could ever have! The engraving is nice too!! Wanted to put it aside first until I'm done with my stupid exam (%$!%@#$), but no it is soooo irresistible! I can hear it calling my name! I got tons of songs and pictures to sync into my new babe... ;(

Shit, 6 more days to exams. Why the timing could never go right?

We Are All Wasted.

Life is a process of combustion. What is left? A bag of bones, or dust. People just flip through each other, how many would read you?

I'd rather waste myself, than to be wasted.

My Brother.

My 101st reason to go back KL: To see my Ah Beng brother before he left for China.

I got a huge birthday present from him. And also this

Ok, i think he doesn't really look like Ah Beng. He's gonna kill me if i keep on calling him this. ;p He is my lovely brother afterall.

Can't wait for the next trip back.

Your smell is still on my body, makes me feel secure, but it makes me miss you more.

p/s. I'm getting my iPod sooooooon!! *bounce

Converged.

This is what i found here.

CITIES WITH FASTEST WALKERS
1: Singapore
2: Copenhagen
3: Madrid
4: Guangzhou
5: Dublin

People tends to walk too fast. Hence we missed out a lot of things, some will simply make our day, some are inspiring, or something we will regret for the rest of our life.

Check out what i saw in the Uni today

I'm slowing down my pace, trying to make a difference with what's around. Though it might be sinful.

My Father; My Mother.

Talked with my parents just now. Dad had a bad hair cut for 20RMB, whereas mum had hers for 280RMB. What a huge difference, lol... But yea this is my parents. ;p I wonder how they able to stand each other, and are still so loving after many years.

I like the harmony between them.

Feeling incomplete without them.

What's me without my family.

Raining. Missing home.


Song of the moment: Ode To My Family. The Cranberries.

Be Simple. Question Less.

After so many years i don't play the toy vending machine, this is what i get last night; With my first try




I got so high till i yelled at the road. Lucky me. ;p


Happiness is when you found someone to share the tiniest thing in life.

RoseViolet. You know I love you.

November. I'm Looking Forward.

When i was sitting in the bus just now, i overheard a dialog which almost drove me crazy. The uncle said that since everybody has 2 parents, 4 grandparents, 8 grand grandparents etc, so it's actually a geometry series. And when we count the number of grandparents we have back in 1000 years, we'll find that it's actually more than the world's population at that time...blah blah blah...


Oh my freaking God, what the hell is my great grandparents have to do with geometry series?!

Already the math module I'm taking in this semester causes me so much trouble ( I swear i won't take any math modules after this, never ever! ) and he starts talking stuffs like that beside me. I feel like killing him at that moment, or myself. :/

Can we live a peaceful life without talking bout math? I think the world would be merrier without numbers!



Side track:

I have a very sweet tooth recently. Look what i had for my lunch just now

Talk Bout My 21st.

What i want for my birthday? Seems a bit too early to talk bout it now. Nah...it's my 21st!


The new iPod classic, i love the black ones. *Drool.... I think i can't wait till December. So yea, I'm getting it for myself. With my name engraved behind it. Shit i can't wait!

Well...i seriously don't know what else i want. Maybe something that i can keep long, probably useful for me, or something that money can't buy. Like...family reunion, or memory. I'm expecting something special for my birthday though. Enough hint? ;p

Oh I'm planning to get myself a tattoo as well. Or another piercing? ;p