Steph Is A Bedsheet Freak.

How i spent my previous week:
1. Jogged.

2. Played badminton.

3. Played hulahop and watched series at the same time.

4. Yoga.

5. House chores.

Ish why i work out so much recently maybe I feel guilty didn't exercise for so long that's why I'm paying it back. No signs of me putting down any flesh cause I'm still eating like usual. ><


p.s. I just changed my bedsheet and I'm loving it!!

Pictures to be up later. ;))))

Steph And Her Lame Jokes.

Woke up Wednesday morning, walked to the washroom as usual with my eyes half open. The empty King size bed reminded me that they have left. Two of my love one. 40 days freaking fly off. Sigh no more home dishes/tong shui/chicken soups to feed me, and no more disturbing karaoke. I'm a homeless kid again.

You never know how much something means to you untill you lose it, except your weight. Wtf such a lame joke. ><

But isn't it true?

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Trip down south was great. Regardless of the freaking hot weather almost 2 weeks without rain can you imagine. And i discovered some of my talents

Pose stupidly in the picture.



Eat.

And

Spending money on unnecessary stuffs, like clothes.

And cowboy hat?

Sidetrack:

This is what a ten year-old girl wrote

The dog bites his ball today.

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Steph The Lazy Bug.

Shit my Mini SD adapter died and so my bluetooth. Boohoo can't blog bout my trip to south.

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People say there's no ugly woman in this world but only lazy woman. Well it's been A WHILE since i last treat myself as a real woman. Used to control my diet strictly, full body scrub and home facial twice a week, hair treatment every week, saloon facial every month, and not to mention frequent visit to the spa with mum. Now, i allow myself to eat whatever my stomach wants, i forgot when was the last time i do facial at home. And worst,

I didn't pluck my eyebrow for weeks and it's now totally out of shape.

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My zaman gemilang has gone. Fuck what happen to me.

Damn emo now i need to change my attitude I'm gonna pluck my eyebrow now and exercise before i sleep.


Time to change people!

Steph Is A Salted Fish.

You see, everything has its good and bad, so does technology. While we get to interact with people via internet, it also means that we are all under the sun.

Like salted fish. ><

Facebook/friendster/blog is bad sometimes. Fuck it who cares no one's gonna stop me from blogging anything i want.

Who cares if a hero is gonna lose his dignity to death in my hand.

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What can you do with an iron board:

The surfer on the go.

Or

Super rock star wannabe. (Omg i look damn stupid here like carrying a huge washing board.)

Mia.

Thanks to the lousy internet connection which can never go to blogger, and partly due to my laziness. Omg i'm more like a orang asli now few weeks without proper connection to www.

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Toooo many things during the past few weeks, not gonna tell in details though. A news is not a news anymore if it's late so what for. Well I'll sum up them like this: catching up with my best girl, shopping but ended up empty hand, out with my brother for movie like a couple, birthday party of a few random friends, gossips sharing at the mamak, mum's birthday, dinner with long lost friend...Oh yea i was sick, which made me missed a few more parties and got to stay away from some drama. Always wanna insulate myself from drama/fight/rumour, detox heh. When each party has his own 'truth', freaking pretend to be deaf/blind/dumb make things a lot easier.


Trying to get life back on track, though I'm still unsure of what i want i life. And what's worse, sometimes things coming to our way will just make a huge U-turn and disappear the the corner. Some people seem to have everything in the world, cash, cars, cards and all the other c's but ironically what they want is just a simple life, which is unreachable for them. So yea maybe i should be contented and just stick with my simple life.


This is what makes my day:

Having a kid like this is like falling in love all over again. Smiles :)))

Getting ready to go down south to clear some stuffs, will update more.

I Am Tamed. Or Not.

"What does that means - 'tame'?"

"It is an act too often neglected." "It means to establish ties."

"To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. Any you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique to all the world..."


"Please - tame me!"

"I want to, very much," "But I have no much time. I have friends to discover, and a great many things to understand."

"One only understands the things that one tames," "Men have no more time to understand anything. They buy things all ready made at the shops. But there is no shop anywhere where one can buy friendship, and so men have no friends any more. If you wan a friend, tame me..."

"What must I do, to tame you?"

"You must be very patient," "First you will sit down at a little distance from me - like that - in the grass. I shall look at you out of the corner of my eye, and you will say nothing. Words are the source of misunderstandings. But you will sit a little closer to me, everyday..."

"It would have been better to come back at the same hour," "For example, you come at four o'clock in the afternoon, then at three o'clock I shall begin to be happy. I shall feel happier as the hour advances. At four o'clock, I shall already be worrying and jumping about. I shall show you how happy I am! But if you come at just any time, I shall never know at what hour my heart is to be ready to great you...One must observe the proper rites..."



Out of boredom, i read the book for the second time, a book for children. Having thought that i am not the little girl I used to be anymore, I proved myself wrong. This time, the lines mean so much to me...


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I nearly thought it's a spam at first, as i saw your name appear in the Inbox. Randomly two lines, but i have no hint of what's behind. I decided to pretend as i didn't see, just like how you have pretended to be nice to me.

Can't Think Of A Title.

Omg i neglected my blog for weeks!! Is it a good sign that i have nothing much to complain in life or could it be that i suddenly lost the ability to express myself? I guess it's the later one.


I think I become more materialistic the older i am, all my problems now revolve with money money money. Okay I'm shallow i know but don't deny the fact that money is the key to a comfortable lifestyle. How can your soul be contented when you're starving? I actually calculated how much I spend in a month and the number comes out to be freaking scary. Can anyone tell me the fastest way to get rich? Maybe i should just sell myself off, wtf. Or should i sell my blood like him? I don't want the shit t-shirt give me money!

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Obsession of the moment:

Money.

Nail art. I don't like to keep long nails and can never keep my mani/pedi for more than a week but wtf who cares i just like it maybe i can do it for other people and make money! I freaking need sponsorship for nail art course, anyone? Sponsor me and get life long free mani/pedi.

Curling my hair. Okay, and Mr. Engineer's hair. Maybe i can do it for other people too and make money??

Some random pictures of my and Mr. Engineer, omg we're sooo self absorbed taking photos non stop anywhere anytime. Maybe we can join 'the most self absorbed couple in the world' contest and win some prizes.

In the room.

In front of the mirror.

On the bed.

In the car.

In the club.

In the karaoke.

Watching F1.

Shit i think this blog entry is too shallow until i cannot tahan. Let talk bout something deep.

Save the environment, don't hang your clothes on the tree! Omg can you see the ugly underwear? I can hear the tree crying, damn pity okay.